Brad Pitt on Drug Use I Had an Epiphany During Jennifer Aniston Marriage

Brad Pitt on Drug Use I Had an Epiphany During Jennifer Aniston Marriage

These days, Brad Pitt is just as famous if not more for being a doting dad/partner as he is for being an actor. But had he continued down the path he was on 10 years ago, he might never have become the man he is now. In fact, he might have become nothing at all.

Reflecting on his life in the June/July issue of Esquire magazine, the World War Z actor, 49, says there was a time in the not-so-distant past when he was afraid his history of hard living and drug use had ruined him for good For a long time I thought I did too much damage -- drug damage he tells the mag I was a bit of a drifter. A guy who felt he grew up in something of a vacuum and wanted to see things, wanted to be inspired

The problem, he says, was that he was looking for inspiration in all the wrong places I spent years f--king off Pitt admits But then I got burnt out and felt that I was wasting my opportunity

At that point about a decade ago which would have been when he was still married to ex-wife Jennifer Aniston he made a conscious change in his life It was an epiphany a decision not to squander my opportunities he explains It was a feeling of Get up Because otherwise what's the point

Newly determined to be more than just a movie star Pitt took charge of his life and his career. Both changed forever in 2005, when he starred opposite Angelina Jolie in Mr & Mrs. Smith. After divorcing Aniston that same year, he began a relationship with Jolie Eight years and six kids later, the two are still going strong

I always thought that if I wanted to do a family I wanted to do it big he tells Esquire of his home life. I wanted there to be chaos in the house There's constant chatter in our house, whether it's giggling or screaming or crying or banging. I love it. I love it. I love it. I hate it when they're gone. I hate it. Maybe it's nice to be in a hotel room for a day Oh, nice, I can finally read a paper.' But then, by the next day, I miss that cacophony all that life

I haven't known life to be any happier he says I'm making things. I just haven't known life to be any happier
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